Smog

Lock your irises up and to the right,
summoning mine. Let your side stand square,
your hips too scared. Stare these pupils,
sheltered by my arched brows, down. I can barely see
you through your eyes’ fear. But I know better than
to call such your name, bold challenger, chasing the guards
from the gate of your soul, welcoming my power to
assume your worth, envisioning yourself to be embracing my heart-
my heart you shrouded, mistook for my mere humanity.

Magnet

You’re drawn towards me like we’re perfectly opposed…
like one of us put ourselves into the wrong box,
because heaven knows I don’t want to be shocked by your sparking outlet.

I just want to run, but I stay, every time. Like I’m…
electrocuted- Stuck. Like I’m numb- stuck.

Seems safer to turn the power off when men hang on me. Three at one time.
They each try to caress my neck at once,Read More »

Siempre

The sands of time are falling,
and the weaver, she is calling
to this quilt she’s sewn sublime,
and I’m trying to step in time.

The hands of time keep ticking,
and I’m finding myself wishing
that I could just slow it down,
or at least keep you around.

I will hold the hands of time
if you will hold mine,Read More »

Rocks

I feel the cold stone beneath my toes,
and I feel I exist outside of me,

on the surface of this body they’ll label
Lydia and point to once I’m dead.

My eyes close. I stare at my eyelids,
and now I feel I’m inside of me—

Oh, help! Please, someone,
get me out!

I inside and outside of me…
Is me my body? Then who am I?

Me might be nothing, for that’s what I see
every single time I blink.Read More »